First of all, I am overwhelmed by all the love and support on this site. It is much appreciated. Wednesday was a very hard day trying to get myself to the doctor when I can’t feel my legs. This makes walking difficult. I have to go back for more test tomorrow and it will be another hour or two of sitting on a hard chair which is horrible for my back. Driving is terrifying. Everyone around here drives like they are in a race and basically every street light some fool runs the red light. My anxiety is through the roof. I am trying to get as much rest as possible. At this point I may have to reschedule my appointment tomorrow. As I am apparently not going to get any sleep tonight.
I really do appreciate all the concern. I would ask that you do not call me until I get a grip on the injuries from my fall. Calling repeatedly AT MIDNIGHT is not really the best way to check on me. If I don’t answer don’t keep on calling me. I am living in a dark house because it’s hot. When the fucking phone rings, and it happens all dayum day and now into the night I have to find my flashlight, hunt for my reading glasses, hunt for the. If I hang up on you multiple times in a row. That should be a hint not to keep calling me. I’m trying to keep up with emails when I can. It’s now 2 am and the fucking phone is still ringing.
I’m going to need some time to heal. I’m not TRYING to be a bitch but who calls someone who is injured to check on them ALL FUCKING NIGHT LONG?