Looking for love and support from you guys. That is what one of you said to me. And she is right. I am just doing the best I can over here. Life is rough. I fell AND WAS NOT DRUNK and hurt myself during a very scary lighting storm. I agreed with her I may be an alcoholic at this point. I also agree with her saying I look to you guys for love and attention. Why is that so wrong? I need to get some attention from someone? Some people here actually care about me.
I am sure she will comment here and be nice to her. She is trying to help me. Let’s just start to get me through this. I am eleventy billion years old and nobody ever loved me. I’m doing my world over here all alone. I’m not trying to have babies or even friends at this point. Literally no one cares if I drink myself to death. I mean I know Y’all do but. I don’t have many people in my life who I could do a whole lot for. And yet they do a whole lot for this old alcoholic. Don’t worry I will try again soon to get on trip to somewhere and never come back. I will totally keep you updated.