Today was the day that I have been dreading. It was the hardest thing I ever had to do. I’d like to thank Lisa who posted about the sad and frightening ending of her dog’s life for making me more comfortable in my decision. And Nanette for always being there for me. Also, Lawn Kid showed up today. And as I was telling him why I was sending him away, he asked to give me a hug. It was very much needed. There has been some unnecessary squabbling here about what loss is more painful than another. This was the worst for me. I didn’t decide when to pull the plug on my parents. I did decide when to give my dying sister a fatal dose of morphine when she was wracked with pain. Here son said she wasn’t due another dose for an hour. But, I could not watch her suffering for that long. This is a decision I have been stressing over. We never know when out loved ones should go. But it was time. I feel so alone now.
Please no comments about the stupid RAINBOW BRIDGE crap. I know it is coming from a place of kindness but I find it annoying. I’m only sharing this with you guys because you have been so sweet to ask about him
Rest in peace my love.