Guess what? I feel great for the second day in a row! No anxiety or depression! I feel like a normal person! And a normal person cannot thrive in the current condition of my house. So I am cleaning! Before you get too excited, it’s going to take a couple of weeks of work to get this hell hole together. But I am motivated! Today’s goal, which I am not very confident about to be honest, is to get the living room completely clean and then go buy Banjo a new rug. He usually gets a new one about every six to nine months and he is pissed that I tossed the last one and didn’t replace it. He’s been putting up with my ornery ass since January when the tax stress first started. He deserves a new rug, and quite frankly, I need a clean room. Just one clean room for today. Although I have pretty much gotten caught up on all the dishes but the kitchen is the next disaster area on the list.
I’ve been working in here since 8 am and am probably a bit over half way through. So much dog hair and dust! But I’m getting there. Did anyone else start any spring cleaning?
Even though I have been up and at ’em at 8 am two mornings in a row, I totally forgot about the Royal funeral today. Did anyone watch? What are y’all up to this weekend? How is everyone doing? For those of you still struggling, hang in there. You never know when things will just get better. Make a few small changes. I started a few day ago cleaning something for thirty minutes. A small change can turn into a big one! Spring is here for new beginnings! Off to wipe down all the things!
Thanks for putting up with all my darkness and moaning lately and for sticking around. You guys are the best! xo~tt