And does it suck or what? I always had this voice in the back of my head who said “no one is ever going to choose you” And that voice was right. No one did. Unless of course you count my imaginary husband. I have the best relationship with my Imaginary husband. You may not have noticed this about me (lol ) but sometimes I get drunk and say really stupid shit I do not mean. I’ve had many friendships end over stupid shit I say and later regret.
I love him for always being a forgiving soul. I love him for caring about this old spinster woman. I love him for giving me really expensive shit I would have never gotten. I love him for sending flowers when my sister died and doing it at my job when people didn’t like me much. And then… suddenly I was okay.
I love him for knowing I am going to lean on him when Banjo dies. I love him for never making me feel alone. He is my best friend. He and he is just going to have to get over the fact that I love him the most.
And after all these years no matter what stupid shit I do. He’s been there. Always and never has a drunken tirade deterred him for caring for me. it makes me feel special. So thank you my imaginary husband. For being the kindest person I know . And thank you for making me loved and special. He’s accepted me for twenty some all years. Now that is what we call a best friend.
And maybe you are alone and scared and drink too much? He will always be on your side.