There have been a lot of breakups discussed here lately and it’s only fair I mention my own. I have been trying to end a relationship for the past few years. It’s a long relationship, that has not been working for me for quite some time. I really want out, but I don’t think there is another situation out there that would replace what we once had. I’ve been looking online for a very long time for something that would be good enough to finally encourage me to end this.
The current situation is uncomfortable and makes me feel bad all the time. I am certainly not sleeping well. But, I want a situation like I had when this relationship was new. And frankly they don’t make them like they used to.
That’s right. I need a new couch.
Despite actually having a bed, I tend to sleep on the couch 90% of the time. I also work on it all day long. So the half I have been sitting on for the past eight or ten years is smushed down and the other side is still firm and high. It’s a red leather couch and I want another as similar to this one as possible. But they don’t make good couches anymore.
Anyway, I just thought I’d share, I don’t need suggestions. I just need commiseration. Have you ever had to replace a piece of furniture and not been able to find anything you like?
I’m also still on my healthy living plan. However. I have not been eating properly. I have mostly just been drinking coffee all day. I simply forget to eat. I don’t have an appetite and I don’t have any energy from not eating. I’ve been exhausted, sickly and randomly depressed for no reason. But I’m trying to get back in the swing of things. I always get sick when the seasons change so hopefully if we can stop having summer heat and then a fall like day and then a week more of heat, I’ll feel better.
Sorry for the whiney intro post. Fall is my favorite season, I’ve just been and continue to be super busy with business stuff related to the site and writing a lot. I’m lucky to have some great writers helping me out with more to come for the new fall season.
Please leave me some good news and weekend excitement in comments. I’m going to take it easy today and try to get rid of the headache. And I will probably put up a recap or two. Oh and maybe a Kenya story…