So I just locked comments on the last RHONY recap. I am done. I am not TMZ or Radar Online, I’m just a fat chick sitting on my couch trying to deal with a hormonal storm that likes to take over my brain from time to time. For me, reality TV back when is was reality TV was about getting to be a fly on the wall of other people my age(ish) with The Real World. I loved the concept of having a camera on the lives of others. It was interesting. It was a learning experience.
I think I am having my Perez Hilton moment. I never really read there but even I knew he was famous for drawing penises on pictures and saying shitty things about people. I’m not Perez Hilton, and that is something I can put in my gratitude journal.
I really like talking about TV shows with you guys. I even like ragging on people for doing stupid shit. But I continue to struggle with crossing my own moral line. Watching RHONY made me feel icky. I read every comment again now that things are fixed with my email, and they made me feel icky about you guys. I don’t want to feel icky about you guys. So I have decided that this is a show we cannot discuss. I have plenty of other topics and you have plenty of other blogs. So it should be no big fucking deal.
For me, I am trying to get to my happy place. And FOR ME, reading a shitload of crap about Aviva here and on twitter FOR DAYS makes me wonder about humanity. I’m tired of trying to explain my issues with the negativity toward people with severe trauma. There is no purpose in that. You feel how you feel. You want her to just get over it! I get it. I just don’t want to keep reading it. I can’t. It’s not healthy for me and I don’t want to let it make me think less of you guys. We shall agree to disagree.
I just wanted to explain why I won’t be blogging RHONY. Now let’s find something fun to bitch about. I’m not saying we can’t make fun of people. I am just saying that when an 8 year old is emotionally broken in some way, or several ways in Aviva’s case, I would rather celebrate her successes rather than pick her apart. I have heard your “we all have problems!” excuses. I’m not interested. I am not interested in the participation of debasing this woman on my blog.
It’s my blog. And I am not going to do it here. And I am not going to allow you to either. Thanks.