I love Christmas. And as some of you know, I have a team of Christmas Angels. These people have fired my old crappy therapist after my rants. AND HIRED A TEAM OF NEW PEOPLE TO FIX ME. And boy is it working. I am off the crazy pills for now, we will revisit that later if I still need them, and it seems I have been going to an electrician (fiddling with dopamine and serotonin) instead of the plumber (fiddling with hormones) that I needed. If you find yourself going “crazy for no reason” in your forties, maybe your Mama failed to warn you that getting old is not for pussies.
Anyway, this oversharing post is to let you know that my therapist has a total fake it to you make it philosophy. She wants to “retrain my brain”to like shit again. So that is what I am trying to do. I am supposed to be doing what I would be doing if I didn’t find life to be a meaningless pile of horseshit. And my Christmas Angels pay almost $800 a month to give me this advice. For real. So as stupid as it sounds to me, I am thrusting myself into Christmas.
Banjo and I have several 3D opportunities. I will share them all with you after Christmas and let you know how they all went. I am still going to be around, but I will not be so focused on the blog. Lately the negative energy is working against me. Some of y’all seem to really struggle with the holidays. I get that. But taking it out on the housewives isn’t really fair. What you may not know is that many of the people you talk crap about, I have a nice relationship with. And they READ your words.
It’s less than a week until Christmas. I want to enjoy the season. I want to be in front of a fireplace with new friends. I want to wander around the town square, and remember what it is all about. I want to wrap a present. I want to have some girl talk IN REAL LIFE. I want to be…..happy.
So I will be around but in limited fashion. I am so grateful to all of you for reading, and don’t mean to suggest in any way that you can’t bash a housewife here. Of course you can. But I am indebted to those who are paying shit tons of money to get me well.
So if you are up to a challenge. I’d like you all to be kind to each other in my absence. And if you want to see how far this blog has come, check out the archives list on the right. I sort of arrived in a blaze of glory being the first who knew Nene Leakes would be on Glee. When I discover a new blog I like it is fun to read it from the beginning and see how it changed (Plus it would really help my page views as I try to transition into the REAL WORLD). I will be around and blogging a bit. But my REAL WORLD oversharing could be interesting in a week or so.